I have laid in bed every day after school since Monday. Yes, I feel lazy and like I need to get up and do something, but all I can bring myself to do is blog, check facebook and myspace, think about my Marine, and watch my phone for him to call. I feel like I am going paranoid watching for his facebook status update, staring at my phone for hours, and constantly wondering what he is doing and thinking about. I can't get him off my mind. I can't get any sleep and I feel like I am out of my body. My friends keep asking if I am ok that I seem off. I find myself worrying about things like him and I growing apart since we can't talk that much. I feel as if I am loosing connection to him. I don't want that to happen.
Is this all normal or am I just crazy? I am new to a military relationship, and I feel so lost. Is there any advice for me?