I have been off and on posting blogs. Sounds crazy, but I have built up so many blogging ideas in my head. I am working on getting around to posting them. I have several different posts. I will give yall a few little hints to what they will be about.
-- Realizing I could be a good Marine Wife (one day)
-- Continuation of the 30 day meme
-- Two months of being with The Marine
-- Getting flowers from The Marine
-- Him being home (picture for this blog : )
-- Loosing my mind and getting lost on if I can actually maintain this relationship (sad one)
-- The Marine getting promoted to Lance Corporal
So I have a few blogs in mind I just get my lazy butt to typing them up. I think its so cute, because the Marine is always looking forward to coming back to his Barracks and reading my blogs. When he gets there and realizes I haven't wrote one he asks me why haven't I wrote one and that I need to write some.
Just like today on the phone from takinga friend home, I was telling him that I need to get off my lazy butt and go get a job. His response was "Before you do that you need to go home and write some blogs your a day and a half behind." That made me laugh. I think it is about time I made his day. : )
I hate to admit it, but sometimes I lay in bed alone and think about how I don't know if I can make it being James' girl. Mostly because the distance eats me inside. We've talked about ending it SO many times. But I just can't bring myself to do it. I know deep inside I can't just quit on us. I cry, tell him I love him and just move on trying to survive.
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