'till everyone is singing --

I am BACK!!! Finally, I can blog. I feel back on track now. I am going to do a quick post catching up on what has been happening from my family to my Marine and back to the blog world.

• Family -My grandmother was diagonsed with cancer (don't ask what type I can't remember) and went through Chemo for the first time last week. They said it would take 24-48 hours for it to kick in. Sure enough it did. She went to bathroom at 4 in the morning feeling ill and passed out in the bathroom busted her head open in two spots. I won't post pictures. I finally got two days off in a row to go and visit her. She looked abosolutely horrible, leaving me to feel so bad for her, because she has so much pride in her appearence and won't even go to church. Poor woman.
• Marine- He is still stuck on base. He is so close to finishing school. I mean super duper close, in fact so close they had a Service Charlie inspection for pictures. Ah, I am hoping and praying I will be able to fly to base and watch him finish class.
• Our relationship - I am proud of us to over come a whole day of barely talking and seeing each other on webcam. My webcam broke and I didn't get to see him for a couple nights. That was not fun, I broke down at MIDNIGHT and went to wal-mart to buy a new webcam, comfort food, and him a new pillow. I stopped at the gas station and bought some gas for my car. I got everything I needed in wal-mart went to the front to check out saying to myself "Oh, this should go fast there is no one here" Well to my surprise EVERYONE was checking out and only ONE check out. Finally after standing for 10 minutes on the phone with him and me about to BREAK DOWN another check out lane opened, I powered walked to that lane and got everything rung up swiped my card it told me to contact the card holder. Ugh, I just used it to get gas. I left with nothing. I got to my car hung up on him and broke down in my car in the parking lot. I was mad and missing him. I beat my steering wheel and crying, screaming WHY!! I left after I collected myself (still crying) got home and to my surprise my cam started working. Ugh, I still looked horrible and seeing him made me cry even more. Ugh. Anyways the days are starting to drag on.
• Blogging Life - Ah, I finally hit 50 followers. I am deciding on if I want to do a give away. If I do, I need some help and advice on how to do it. Maybe a Co-Op giveaway??
• Summer Swap - Flip-Flops and Combat Boots is hosting a Summer Essentials Swap, I signed up and my Swap Buddy is Jenn at Peace.Love.Mommy, Hey girl if your reading this E-Mail me at jessicaleigh2011@yahoo.com so we can work on this. Haha. Anyone have any ideas on what to send, I don't wanna be the loser with bad gift giving skills.
• Now a little something for everyone - I was on the ride home and the song "If it means alot to you" by A Day To Remember, came on and I was actually listening to it and reminds me of saying "See you later" to you man no matter where he is going. I though I would share the lyrics.

Hey darling, I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home 'til they're singin'

La, la la la, la la la
'Til everyone is singin'

If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear to you that we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past
It might be for the best

Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving
Yeah, you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singin'

La, la la la, la la la
'Til everyone is singin'
La, la la la, la la la

If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear to you that we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past
It might be for the best

You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can wait through everything
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
(If you can wait 'til I get home)
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
(Then I swear we can make this last)
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'

If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear we can make this last