Why? I just want to know WHY!!
I don't know why I feel the way I do. I feel as is I have no motivation to do anyting. I shouldn't feel this way, I have school coming up and I NEED the motivation. I used to always be motivated. Especially dating a Marine who is ALWAYS motivated. I am loosing it and I have no clue why. I want my motivation back. I used to be so excited to do things and now its like I never want to do anything. I used to do things with a smile, but now I have no enthusiasm when I do something. I could used to just jump up and clean my room with out a problem, nope not any more I drag butt to get it done. I remember when I loved doing laundry even when my mom offered to do it for me. Now I just pawn it off on her, the only thing she doesn't do it put it away. It just sits in my room in a basket, because I have no motivation to put it away. I sound so lazy and I am not really lazy. I feel as if my motivation has just disappeared.
How can I get my self more Motivated? Any ideas?
P.S. It took me FOREVER to get around to writing this post because I have no motivation to write.